There is one year left in my 1001 days project.
I have completed 51 things of the 101. I will write up #49-51 later, but for now I wanted to mark this day.
Last week I was struggling. I wondered how in the world I would come up with 50 more things that I felt were important enough to complete in the following year.
When I started this project, I called it "Day Zero...My Way" because unlike most Day Zero Projects, I didn't want to be stuck to the 101 things I wrote on day 1. Things change, we change. I didn't want to force myself to do something I no longer wanted to do or felt was important enough to do just to complete a project.
There have also been many times when something would come up. I would hesitate on whether I would do them or not. At times of indecision or procrastination, I would add them to my list and often times, I would do them.
Many of the items I had originally written I no longer want to do. I had written many Toronto tourist attractions, including those that I felt I
should do even if I didn't really
want to do them. Isn't life too short for things we should do that aren't necessary?
So as this date was approaching, I have been giving my Day Zero Project a lot of thought. Most of the past 51 things have been pleasurable things to do. I was now seeing my time taken up doing things I didn't necessarily love. I was envisioning not doing the things that perhaps I don't love to do, but annoy me that they are not done.
For example, if I don't go to a tourist site, it won't bother me. There is no Toronto tourist site that I would love to go to that I haven't been to already.
On the other hand, if I don't get my photos in order, it will bother me.
Since losing my passion for scrapbooking (I used to make time at least once a month to keep my photos in albums) and since the digital age has caused my photo collection to multiply exponentially; it annoys me that they are not in physical or digital albums. Would I say that I can't wait until the next time I organize my photos? No. Would I enjoy actually doing it? Yes. Will I be so much happier once it is done? Absolutely. Will it annoy me every day, week, month and year that passes and it's not done? YES!
So in the year to come, I want to schedule afternoons or evenings, like I would to complete any other thing on my day zero list. They just won't be exciting like seeing a favourite athlete, but in the end, will give me much more satisfaction and peace of mind.
With scrapbooking for example, I am giving myself one year. If next year it's not done, I will conclude that it's not important enough to me and I will let it go. It will no longer be on my list of things to do.
I will not say that for other things on my list though. I also have health and financial goals I want to reach. If I don't reach those in a year, I won't give up on them. They are important and will continue to be important.
It's a matter of recognizing what things we should let go and which we should keep fighting for. This is the basis for #50 and #51 that I will write about later.